ok so this is how it goes. i suddenly have the life of an achiver. i have the work days of a grown up, does this mean i am now? i don't get to sleep later than 7 on most days, 9 am one day a week. i have no free time, i have no play time, its hard to go out cause i will have to be up early the next day. this is not fun. nope, i am a square now, a ( Read more... )

so thank you friends for the time we shared
my love stays with you like sunlight and air
oh how i truely wish i could keep hanging around here
my joy is covering me
soon i will disapear....

man i'm awsome! i'm so stuipd that i was doubting myself. my negivties are wonderful and my teacher with the sweet sweet mullet was pointing to some and telling me they where good. class was fun today everyone is getting more talky. I wrote down everyone name so i would have them set and i had to nickname them all, but i'm sure of peoples names now ( Read more... )

and i'm back to my normal sunny self. some days are better than others. today i went and devloped film and there was some funny people up there. there was a markette look alike which is funny cause that would be a look alike look alike. and there was an angry looking punk rocker who just looked far to old to be having a mohawk. there was however a ( Read more... )

i started school and i guess its going ok. the first few days made me really happy, but thats already fading. for some reason things can only make me happy for such a short amount of time. i guess i built it up to much and of course i was disapointed. most of my classes are filled with scared freshman and i feel really old. i should be getting ( Read more... )

bloody hell

i'm at "work" and i got left behind on a photoshoot so i'm bored. at least i don't have to talk to anyone right now. so wildcard i think i'm getting sick my throat hurts so much right now. makes me mad. last night...was...HILLARIOUS! it started when anita called me. that in itself is good. however i got to HANG OUT WITH HER AHHHHHHHH. Only janna ( Read more... )

it amazing how fucking misberable i am right now, and how crappy i've been. i'm so and have been so angry and mad and sad. i fucking hate everyone. this weekend has been fucking rough. i've spent more hours waiting on assholes and creepy guys from my work then the time that i've slept and have been in my house combined. i fucking hate carlos i ( Read more... )

one word for beloit....ha ( Read more... )

a ballpoint banana of course ( Read more... )