It's been a while since I felt this much anxiety....

I don't like it.

Something just isn't right. Hasn't felt right in days.

I feel so sick to my stomach. I don't know what it is.

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

So what is going to happen, when it is time to settle down. You'll have to see me everyday can you honestly deal with that. Because sometimes I'm just looking for an escape. I want out of this, I want no ties. I'm only an obligation to you. As for something you desire.....only some days. It should not be that way. I like to feel loved. These last ( Read more... )

"I saw tail lights last night in a dream about my first wife ( Read more... )

There are a lot things I wish for right now. I've been looking back on things a lot. It kind of depresses me. You think you have got it all figured out and then it turns out that you don't. I got an email the other day from my uncle. It made me really think. I need to really start getting my act together, and those goals back. I need some drive. I' ( Read more... )

Nothing good can come out of me writing this. It means things are not right in the mental mind of Danielle.

I'm pretty freaking upset with my life lately. It sucks.

This is not the end.

It won't come down to that.

Lessons will only be learned.

I love how I can make this private and not a soul will know I have made it private, they'll never even realize I have a blog ( Read more... )

Wow today was a REALLY good day, it has had an all over positive vibe! I'm glad I worked, it was a relaxed day, and I even felt generous enough to pick someone up run errands and earn a free like 20 buck meal, then get Kayla and go to Scott's where it has been awesome. July 3rd 2006 is going down in history!!!

I realyl miss my summer's in Illinois. I've never had a summer down here, but all I do is work. I'm no work-a-holic either. I'm going back to my four days a week. I miss people ( Read more... )