so i went to the hospital today at 8:30 in the morning.. my mother was IN surgery at the time and was back in her room, where i was waiting for her at about 9:30.. it was soooo depressing seeing her like .. basically helpless. i kept crying.. i was like fuck! why?! everything turned out good. the doctor was afraid and warned us that when he opened ( Read more... )

so my mom did have to spend the night at the hospital. i just got home and i thought she was going to be here since i had a missed call from her cell phone. but she isn't here, so i called her cell, she didn't answer, then i called the hospital and my aunt answered and told me that the doctor was in the room talking to my mom about what she has to ( Read more... )

okay let me start with Sunday.. why is it that when i get a lot of drama out of my life, more comes in? well this drama is more reasonable to be worried about than a boy ( Read more... )

oh yeah and my bestest friend... you know who u are... what the hell is ur e-mail address? mine is iamclaire47@yahoo.com... you should e-mail it to me.. cuz i tend to like keeping in touch with people on the computer, sometimes these days it's better than the phone ( Read more... )

so old me, i just got home and i have to work at 7 in the fucking morning. i was up late watching slave to the metal, when amanda calls me at midnight saying she's coming over to smoke, well.... coming over to pick me up so we can go smoke at some apartment.. little did i know.  it was chill and we smoked i don't know how many blunts. i told her ( Read more... )

hello, what's up. update.. i got a job.. and it's really boring... but i guess it's alright seeing as they are paying me right. i was excited to recieve a comment from my BESTEST FRIEND ANNETTE. heeey girllllie!!! i misss u. my dad came and picked up my jeep this past friday .. so i should start working on getting myself a new car... i think honda ( Read more... )

So i haven't written in here for a little while. i'm neglecting my journal. i like writing in here, and then going back and reading my entries, it's like a blast from the past, i remember exactly how i was feeling at that moment. and that's cool. sometimes.. sometimes it sux. lol. but i think it's good to reflect on past experiences. like i was ( Read more... )

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i had a my exam two in philosophy today.. that classs is so easy, all you have to do is read read read the notes.. and it's siiiiiiiimple! Algebra was easy today too.. i guess if i just pay attention and not text messege during class, i can learn. haha ( Read more... )

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