okay i'm soo sad.. which makes me want to take it all out on the computer! guys are soooo GAY! why can't they just know what the hell you want and need all the time. i want to die. lol

The Holidays are here, it's that speical time of year. lol. i'm at work. work sux. i hate it. but it brings in the benjamins. i'm going to see my boyfriend after i get out of work, because i miss him and i think we've been neglecting eachother. seriously. MAINLY cuz of work. that's what i keep telling myself anyways. i'm crazy. i can't believe i ( Read more... )

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okay where do i start. Friday night was cool. chris and i stayed at my house. and i made him breakfast. or us breakfast. just an omlette with cheese and bacon. i should have put the bacon IN the omlette. chris said it was good the way it was. so that's good. it feels so ... almost predictable. .. or maybe that's not the right word... but not unique ( Read more... )

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update. i have a job now. been there going on or.. not going on.. but 3 months. i really like it.. and like all the people i work with. chris and i are a couple.. and we are needless to say.. i think we are in love. it's beautiful. i cut bangs and died my hair black.


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This weekend was nice. i worked and went to Galveston with Chris and his family. NOt like his grandma or anthing.. his cousins and brother. i got bruised on my forearms from volleyball. i don't really know how to play volleyball.. i mean i know the basics.. i'm not a fucking retard.. but i never played it for fun.. i played it in gym. the only ( Read more... )

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