It's an unbearing feeling to that all you do is keep failing.

I can't get it right. It seems I can never get it right. The things that i really want and the stuff I really want to do well in, I can't. Somehow everything gets sabatoged, fucked up, and then I feel like a jackass once again. I need new focuses and goals and need to stay away from worrying about other people and generic things that everyone ( Read more... )

I am confused, I hate where I live in Seattle. I really don't like UW. I haven't been happy since I have been home. This world is too dramatic, complicated, and retarded. I don't know where I should go and what I should do. And I never know what I want to fucking major in, but if I drop out then I will never get back into school. UGH

I have to leave soon and it is completely sad. However tonight is the game where there is a shot of beer on each step and you have to drink each shot of beer all the way up to the top. There are about 6 flights, so this will be really really funny and interesting. Tomorrow is the dorm get wasted and move out party. So that is like a field day ( Read more... )

General consensus... I smoke abnormally. I´ll be home on the 11th of July if anyone would like to know. I leave Vienna on the 27th and I don´t know how that is going to go. Also, I ate a kangaroo tonight and some grasshopper, that was exciting.

Good day.

Only shit, toga parties are fucking insane. All the girls at least have a chunk of the night missing, like me falling on the stairs and my boob popping out. I guess I didn´t care, and all I would do was laugh. Interesting. Then, there was this gross American guy and he kept talking to me so I would try to run away with other boys but then half ( Read more... )

So I had this random thought. The best things in life are free, or so they say. So once you start paying for sex does that make you one of the saddest people in the world?

Mother fucker. First we got a Dusch Wand and now a Fernsehen. I think they want to spoil us ( Read more... )

Fucking fantastic day, well evening anyways. Tonight at the Rathaus there was the Life Ball. It´s this giant fundraiser for aids and because it is such a success, in America there will be one this year. Anyways, it first started with people walking down the red carpet with the most extreme costumes. By extreme I mean meant to be drag. It was ( Read more... )

Today we went to Bratislava. It was an interesting city, but everything was closed which sucked. Considering things are a little bit cheaper, Naomi and I decided to purchase a carton of cigarettes for about $23 USD. Brad and Ashley could not attend with us though because they forgot their passports. Those commi cops are hella scary ( Read more... )