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[skatedevil22]

I am angry. I am bitter. I want to scream and throw shit around my room and break that frame where memories used to sit. I want to grab that box and go through its contents. I want to be teh dick that fuckign over reacts and blows up and makes everything worse. I want to fuckign scream things taht i dotn really mean. I want to be the piss monkie

Comments

[mcpuggington]

UGH! i'm sorry things are crappy right now bro,
you'll get through it alright though - i just know it!!

~:-]

and scars are hella awesome,
i also think they are kinda sexy!!

i look forward to having em on my chest!!

*hugz*
~EJ

[skatedevil22]

Thanks man, its nothign anyone can fix... I am just mad at the person who took everything and ran...

and scars are sexie.... I like marks..

Im stoked for when you ahve em on your chest bro

*hugs ya back

[freaky_eggplant]

I don't mean to intrude here...

Maybe you could get someone to just sit there quietly while you yell and throw things. I find it helps to just sort of unload sometimes.

Then again, maybe that's what those of us who read your journal are doing; sitting quietly and letting you unload. I hope it helped.

And I have good news- there was some doubt for a while, but it turns out I will definitely be at this upcoming Genderfukt. :)

[skatedevil22]

Thanks for reading and letting me unload...
=D

Well I will be seeing you at genderfukt =D
you better say hi

[brianspeak]

Come over and we'll find a hott way to vent our frustration! :)

[skatedevil22]

Brian, you always have the best ideas.. =D

[dizeduckie]

good to know theres another screamer and thrower in the bunch. Thats exactly how I am. However I have no one to scream at.. and nothing to throw.. altho sometimes throwing things at the same person youd like to scream at is such fun :)

Anyway as im sure you already know.. you have friends coming out your ears that are willing to sit and listen and either nod and smile for you.. or give you good advice.