I'm such a loser sometimes, I am excellent at making friends because I'm friendly. But when it comes to being attractive I just get shut down, every time. Women want me to be supportive and kind and reliable, which I am and that takes first place next to my looks. But what I want to be for someone, just once, is attractive first and a good man ( Read more... )

Things are getting a little hectic around here to, four papers, a research project, and an insect collection are due on a variety of very soon days. The insect collection is the coolest of course, but it's hard to find anything alive around here since it's only been warm for like a week. I've even taken to making nocturnal runs at the local pond. ( Read more... )

Fuck the world! why is it always so shitty like that? Huh?! Have you got something to say for yourself world ( Read more... )

recently I have been very stressed, i've almost hit my friends a couple of times now, driven to the verge of violence by their ignorance of what gets under my skin. It makes me wonder who is really friends with me and who is just walking next to me on their way through college. I know it's just general deppression speaking, but who's to say I don't ( Read more... )

I am a live journal recluse.

I watched Donnie Darko tonight with the girls upstairs and chris, and I am very very sad for the love that he lost. the love that she lost, the love they can never replace. it's so sad.

I got back to school the other day, and even before i left i had broken the cell plan talking to jen, and now i'm trying to not do it again, so i've burned through one and a half calling cards and figured this fancy smanshy way to talk through my computer to her cell phone, it's kick ass. in the mean time, i plan to keep calling her, because every ( Read more... )

You must think things through, but don't hesitate for hesitation's sake.
You must not allow things to get out of hand, but you may not be able to hold it all in yours.

Do you understand all of these things?

Love, Brian
Your mentor in trying times.

Ohhh man, yesterday I was working at the farm and there was this girl there right ( Read more... )

Jen went to school! I'm so sad now, I was just getting used to doing too much what with work and relationship and family, and now I have to get used to talking on the phone again, which sucks, and my car is broken and will cost at least three hundred dollars more than i have and that sucks to. I go back next saturday.