This is not good.
I can feel it creeping into my body.
Talking about it makes it worse.
I have to sit and crumble in my room,
To make it disappear.

This friend I have who likes me a lot just stopped by. The last time we hung out we had a talk about non/mutual feelings. I don't really know what to do about him. He's a perfectly nice friend, very cute, I just can't imagine dating someone so awkward, shy, cool with everything, quiet, etc. Anyway he stopped by and gave me a present he made and it ( Read more... )

cannot even begin to express how upset I am with my friend for putting me in the situation she did ( Read more... )

I acted like a fool and I'm sorry.
I acted like a slut and I'm sorry.
I acted like a bitch and I'm sorry.

It's not my personality, I was influenced by the people around me, Alcohol does crazy things to your judgment.

The things I want to say to so many people. I didn't mean it. I'm ashamed, disgusted, embarrassed, crying.

Getting a nutritionist this week (: I'm so exciteddd. I want to see if it's possible to be at my low weight in a healthy way, how to get rid of extreme bursts of exhaustion, and build up my muscle. Also hoping to improve mood and sleep. I seriously cannot even wait ( Read more... )

Peace, Love, and Joanna Newsom.

I just signed up for my road test. It's on february 12th. I'm so nervous!