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eliena liked my song :D for some reason, i was really nervous while playing it too ( Read more... )

things are different.
so very different.
i woke up with this feeling.
it's weird.
it's an invisible comfort.
and it says "everything's going to be okay."
i wrote eliena a song last night.
it's an acustic song.
i hope to play it for her today.
and i hope she likes it. :]
must go to school now.
yippee.

the time we spent together last night was so amazing, it's hard to think of how all that could change in one day. i asked her what she wanted to do and she said "just hold me." i ended up falling asleep in her arms because i was so tired. i woke up like, 45 minutes later and asked her why she didnt wake me up. "you're sleepy, go back to sleep." i ( Read more... )

my cat just puked up a giant long hair ball on my floor ( Read more... )

you know the commerical for that pee pill? the one that goes:
"gotta go. gotta go. gotta go!"
well.
i think i need that pill :/
don't laugh.
im being serious here.

will someone help me?
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i was talking on the phone with eliena.
and she called me gay.
"you think im homosexual?"
"no...gay as in lame. but i love you for it."
i think she was joking... well i hope so.
well anyway.
it sent my self esteem soaring waaay down.
im so RETARDED around girls. i swear.
she probably hates me now.
hell, i would hate me too.
im so fucking lame.

la la la... i should be working on my history paper that's due tomorrow. la la la... i dont want to ( Read more... )

today was perfect. we spent the whole day together. ::sigh:: i love her so much ( Read more... )

I can't keep myself straight ( Read more... )