so much junk in our home like papers and disorganized crap its time to clean the house and for me not to be a pack rat or keeping things that i think "i might need in the future" aka papers or clothes. our house is small no storage area. im just sick of looking at the mess makes me depress. i look at these homes for sale that are foreclosure or not ( Read more... )

holding Amelia and trying to type at the same time. so sorry for the mistyping and spelling..etc.


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what i wrote in an e-mail to friend's and family
"Amelia will be her Monday July 19th, 2010 by c-section. I have to be at the Hospital at 5:30 am and the c-section is schedule at 7:30am. I would be 38 weeks and 1 day when she comes out. Fluid keeps getting lower and she's still breached. They said she's healthy and the cord and placenta ( Read more... )

i really dont want to work on the room tonight (i hate cleaning and moving things.)

Today is crappy. Just found out that my Best Friend of 11 years has cancer well two different ones. nothing like finding out from a phone call while they are at work and a day before their kids actual birthday and birthday party. =( I wish I could do something for her. she didnt tell me much except what kind and when she found out. Since shes at ( Read more... )

So my baby shower is after the baby is born so far. in laws do that so everyone can see the baby. i wish i could have 2 one with my friends since our family is big and i will feel bad having a ton of people for them. I would ask my best friends to host the friends one but i know they have kids to care for and money is tight so i wont ask them. they ( Read more... )

They say 90% that they think its a girl by looking when i went in on the 2nd of March. I hope it is because I brought some girl clothes. lol i mean i have several outfits and onsies of pink clothes. lol. they were in clearance or on sale for 50% or more off. So of course I got some. a pink dress to go home in from the hospital. Tom keeps making get ( Read more... )

filled out my paper work for the doctors that I need to turn in on Feb 2nd (my next appt.). I wish I could feel the baby move already but soon i will. =)  my little peanut, I so can not wait to hold you in my arms and give you a bunch of kisses ( Read more... )

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looking around at stuff I need, where do i start kind of? I think I am doing this right. Tom said it more of 8 days instead of 9. I guess we'll go for 8 days left?