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SO far today is not that great. and sadly it wont be getting any better. lol im half blind because my eye has a weird thing on it and wont allow me to wear contacts. so my contact fell out when i was drving. it got all dried up and curled over and just croaked. lol ive been walking around all dizzy because i can only see alright out of my right eye ( Read more... )

Today was awesome. i felt so productive. lol i want to tell someone so they can be proud of me. I wish i could just make myself proud but ya know i just want my mom to put my good grade on the fridge. lol the good ol days. lol when youre ugly drawing stayed there for years. i want those days back.
its freezing so now i shall go

So here is the dealio.... I am finished. he told me that no one will ever love me like he loved me. lol thats kinda funny. we still have to play that same fucking game of you hurt me so i must hurt you. but im done. i dont need to be hurt anymore. josh has taught me a lot. and im not going back to him again. he has showed me a million times that i ( Read more... )

Today i have been feeling like shit. lol i finally got all my tax stuff done and im not really getting much back. but thats cool and all but i dunno. just today seems to be full of dissappointments. and i cant spell. lol. heh i laugh at everything trying to make myself feel better i guess it works a lil bit ( Read more... )

so im sitting at Il bacios this place me feel like i should be an old lady with a red hat on. but instead its just me sitting here taking up space with papers all over the table and i keep staring at them not getting anything done. i feel accomplished lol. i am downloading some good music though so thats something grand. hah hit me with youre best ( Read more... )

Its really chilly in my house. or maybe its the fact that my feet are freezing because i ran outside to see if i got any mail. but of course that was a pointless journey because there was no mail for me. Mail makes me happy. lol everyday i get home and look for it...but no i keep getting denied. i think i made emily mad. i havent heard from her in ( Read more... )

so im sitting here watching dashboard unplugged instead of doing my two papers that are due next wednesday. i know that no matter what i will get them done. and they will be great. i have actually started my sociology paper. i dont even understand my psychology paper....but that is because i havent really tried ( Read more... )

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im sitting at beaners doing everything i shouldnt be doing. i really should be sitting here starting some papers or studying but instead im getting some random songs that i could easily fall in love with. i just want to sit around in my pajamas relaxing not worrying about a single thing. but of course that gets boring. i need to kick myself in the ( Read more... )