For all of you who wonder what the HELL is going on with this journal, ok. Here's the deal. At the end of junior year, I was all motivated to write in here, blahblahblah. But then, along came a spider. Or rather, a guy. And he sort of turned my universe upside down. Continues to do so, as a matter of fact. And not in a good way. Plus, it's summer, ( Read more... )

Maybe boys aren't such worthless creatures after all... ;)

Guys are ambiguous shiteating demons. One minute they're "hitting on you". The next, they're saying how their ex just broke up with her boyfriend, and how they've been on the phone for hours. Fuck. I get screwed over by bad timing once again. All I wanted was a nice sensible guy. Too much to ask? I guess so. Sympathy needed and appreciated.

Not a lot to say. He never called but that's ok - he randomly ended up being out of town last night. Had to march in the Memorial Day parade at 8:30 AM and somehow kept myself from committing suicide. Otherwise, laid around all day. That felt damn good. School tomorrow... I think I'll live thanks to the fact that *HE* will be there. (I love how he' ( Read more... )

The eternal question... asked by many and answered by few...
Is he ever going to call??

Last night, left around 9:30 or so with Cass. Rented Coyote Ugly, bought regular Tropicana to make screwdrivers with, drove around. We ended up hanging out (sober) at her house till 11ish before we even left to do anything. And at that point, we just went to ( Read more... )

Today... laid around till 3 then went shopping downtown with Cass and Marisa. I normally hate shopping. This time was no different. But it was a nice day out with the ladies. AND I bought the coolest Urban Decay nail polish at Sephora. I paid $10 for it so it'd damn well better not chip. (PS... mysterious attractive guy... still mysterious and ( Read more... )

Got home late last night and was too lazy to recap in here. So here goes yesterday. School was fine because (you guessed it) I did nothing and didn't really care. After school I popped a couple Zantac and laid down for an hour - acid reflux at the age of 16 is so attractive. Called Cass who hadn't been in school for 2 days, the lazy arse. Then got ( Read more... )

Ok so I really think I like this guy. And 'Konstantine' is one of the prettiest songs ever. I wish a guy was this crazy about me ( Read more... )

You know you're fucked up when, at 11:30 on a May evening, you find yourself simultaneously painting your toenails, reading a Stephen King novel, and listening to Christmas songs from old Mariah Carey albums. There is so little hope for my sanity.

I just woke up from a 2 hour nap. God knows I needed it. Too bad I slept through dinner. Guess it's frozen mac n cheese again tonight for me ( Read more... )