I haven't written in here for a few days. Sheeeit. I've been feeling a lot better though. My chemically imbalanced periods occur so spontaneously. Ha. My entire week was full of musical rehearsal and NOT sleeping. I also think I have an essay due for history on Monday. Shoot me. I'll get back to writing more often once musical and the AP exams are ( Read more... )

It's been a rough couple of days, both outside and inside my head. I'm not inspired to write about what's happening with me... only that I'm getting to a point where I'm more and more able to ask for help. Which is as healthy as stuff could possibly get right now. Anyway, with that, there are some things I need to say to people, even though 99% of ( Read more... )

Haven't updated for a while because A) I've been doing AP work from dawn till dusk and B) I'm having an emotional breakdown. Time for that enraged rant I promised. Disregard anything extremely offensive that I say ( Read more... )

School is school, but bearable. I half assedly finished that microbiology lab that I've been putting off since God knows when. It's a relief to get that kind of stuff out of the way even if I know I failed it. Megs and I never got caught for cutting gym the day before spring break. Sweeeeeet. And I finally finished reading Streetcar Named Desire ( Read more... )

Won't you take me far away from the mucky muck ( Read more... )

Had a long talk with Cass over the phone tonight. We were thinking about specific situations we're dealing with regarding friends and some who are slightly more than that, but ended up really universalizing everything. I've decided that all I want to do is live. No more, no less. I feel like I have a keen understanding of reality and that I've ( Read more... )

What a Monday. Seeing as it's Tuesday. I'm so exhausted. School sucks the life out of me. I should just apply for a career in bullshitting while there are job opportunities still open. Everything I do in that place is complete and utter bullshit ( Read more... )

Awake at an ungodly hour on a school night, as usual. Couldn't sleep.

What would I do without Brent. Someone who actually gets me once in a while (or possibly all the time)...

C Skava 9: holy shit though
C Skava 9: semicharmed life
C Skava 9: i love this song
C Skava 9: it inspires me to have constant sex this summer
thelebkuchenmann: HOLY SHIT
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"I'm jonesin' on love ( Read more... )

Just rolled out of bed to the sound of the phone ringing. Gina says our group is meeting tonight to work on the AP history project, and I have absolutely no written work done. I guess slaving over that will be the main thing on my agenda today. I would be stressed out, but at this point, I'm too sleepy and too disgusted with school to care. We've ( Read more... )