I had a crazy dream last night.. /sigh.. i hate things.. =/

Someone please explain to me why potheads get all the girls.. and the guys that try soo hard to impress everyone.. are stuck alone.. =/

its about.. 1 am on.. i think today is wensday maybe.. or thursday.. idk.. but ok.. earlier i put up this AM that said i was sleeping.. and dreaming about someone.. that someone was brandi.. cuz we were talking when i said goodnight.. and i was joking with her and said id dream about her.. anyway.. someone IMed me.. and said something to me.. it ( Read more... )

so many choices... soo many things.. where do i want to go with my life... who do i want to be with.. how do u know if your with the right person.. how do u know... what if u might want somethign else... /sigh.. confused...

god.. today fucking sucked.. and ashley doesnt want to be my frined anymore.. i swear to god.. i'm losing everything..

its all gone........ and i ask that u care not..

meh.. today was ok.. opin mic night was cool.. jake was awsome.. and KKO was f'ing awsome.. but.. idk.. it sucked at the same time.. cuz everyone had a gf.. jared was all over Sarah.. jake and sweeny were together.. and i just satt here.. i hate not having a gf.. i hate it so much.. i feel so.. alone.. and its not like i'm a horrable guy.. i mean ( Read more... )

So far i have had a pretty cool weekend.. i really needed it too.. after that crap day i had on friday.. omg.. lol anyway.. after skool.. i came home.. got yelled at by ashley.. then me and sarah talked.. i vented and said some things i didnt mean.. sarah sent it to Anna (thanx btw what a great frind.. after everytying i have done for u..) anyway ( Read more... )

I have been trying so hard to figure out some people the past few days. I jsut cant do it.. i dont understand girls.. /sigh.. o well.. i cant wait till i'm older.. and i just have someone every weekend.. to be there for me.. I hate being alone.. and i hate not being able to hang out with my frineds.. cuz they want to do couples things.. ashley.. i ( Read more... )

So.. who all does read this thing? lol.. Found out that some people are actully reading it.. If u read this.. Post your name in the reply thing. I'm interested to see who all reads it. Make me feel loved everyone =)

Life is really gay sometimes.. Its really sad.. when u look and see where things have gone to.. Its like.. anymore.. everything is about lies.. Its so hard to tell when someone is telling the truth.. even when u think u know someone.. u find out.. how little u really do know.. I wish so bad.. that i wouldent let everything get to me.. and its so ( Read more... )