As you can see I have not writtin all summer. Lots of things have changed. All my friends smoke pot now. I hate it because its all they do. I'm no longer with Anna. We broke up. So much for "things are great" "were getting closer". My dad is getting sick and my dad and step mom fight all the time. Anna has changed so much this summer. ( Read more... )

Life is so strange. It's like one day you wake up with a smile on your face, your hair looking sweet, your cloths nice and hagard, and your mood the best it has ever been. But, at the same time, you always have those days that you wake up sad and depressed and looking like complete crap. I guess it's fun to look back and see what has changed in ( Read more... )

Its been a while since my last post. I have been almost scared to get on here because i didnt want to see what Ashley had to say. I guess things are alot better. Anna and I have been hanging out alot and thats helping a ton. Ash called me the other night and decided to inform me of everything she had done while we were like.. really close. I ( Read more... )

So today is my "free day" in my multimedia class. Figured id take this time to reflect on my life. =) Last night I learned a valueble life lesson. Me and 250cc dirt bikes really dont mix! Ry got broke! Poped the front tire.. wheeleed a lil.. twisted the handlebars.. fell on my face.. rolled on my back.. looked up and laughed. lol My tummy ( Read more... )

I miss u blink. U were the greatist band ever. It was ur lyrics and voice that helped me through some of the hardist times in my life. Over 15 concerts and still nothign compares the the show u guys put out. I love u to death and some day hope to be able to see u all again. Thinking about your songs just reminds me of times when life was ( Read more... )

Bleh.. its like.. 7 am on sunday. Just woke up from this.. horrible.. terrible.. nightmare.. i wish i never had. /sigh. What i wouldnt do for a hug...

Well didnt do much this weekend. Saturday had act then work then nothing to do so i went over to jareds for a little while. We went over to dicks messed around. Then i went back to Sarah's. Her and Brandi went on the computer and i went and fell asleep on her couch. It was nice not being alone. I know alot of my friends didnt like ashley. I' ( Read more... )

I'm in studdyhall right now. So bored. Today when we sat down before skool Zach really called it. He said it was goign to be a long day and boy is it. Feels like today going on and on forever. And its not even one of those good days u never want to end. Silly girls though. I havnt talked to Anna all day. Shes so strange at skool lol. When ( Read more... )

Wow. Its really been a while since i last posted in here. Well lets see fast recap. This summer ashley hated me i hated her, more or less. I met this awesome girl Anna. We hit it off great. We had an awesome connection and if it hadnt been for my stubborness we would have gone out and been an awesome couple. Since i didnt, she like any smart ( Read more... )

hmm.. today was v-day.. sucked.. just like every other day.. heh.. skool was gay.. last night was gay.. o.. btw.. i hate being 16.. hormones.. urges.. its all gay.. I cant wait till i'm like.. 25.. and starting to settle down. I feel like i'm letting everyone down. Me and ash.. Psh.. who knows whats going on with her and I (me) ms. Philips which ( Read more... )