its about time for a change, lurk me if you want:
http://purplelava.blogspot.com/

slowly but surely i think i'm starting to pick up the pieces and collect myself after the atom bomb that was this semester. school, work, death, broken heart, it can only get better from here on out (i hope). being in ct and seeing my best friends couldn't have come at a better time, i needed to get away from everything that has been distracting me ( Read more... )

he is the second friend i have lost this year, it still feels so unreal. he was so genuine and selfless, this is the last thing he deserved. listening to the stories from friday night still give me chills.

r.i.p griff, we all love you and will be thinking about you always and forever.

some days, i think im fed up with him and done. then times like last night happen when i couldn't think of anywhere else i'd rather be then right there curled up next to him falling asleep. i wish we could just go back to the way things were, the way they are supposed to be because it's all that feels right right now.

i need to get out of here. this place makes me uninspired and i dont feel like doing anything i cant make art anymore and all i do is sit around and think about it. and i dont even know what "it" is sometimes, it seems to change every fucking day. sometimes it's awesome and sometimes it just makes me want to crawl into a black hole and never come ( Read more... )

New goal: start doing things that make me happy, fuck the rest:*quit the job that depresses me, find a new one that i can deal with ( Read more... )

still undecided on my place in life. i visited a new city/coast recently and i want to move there.

pretty much worst birthday ever. kinda wished i was in ct for it with my bffs and family. going to portland in the end of august and i probably wont want to come back, maybe i wont.

so if i can talk one of my roomates into it, i think im adopting a 3 yr old female pit bull named jada from mspca. so excited!

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just tryin to get my life into working order.
workin but not really saving
dreaming about some weird things
trying to make a new house my home
learning to become more tolerant of people

i think i will paint today.