I hate seeing you like that. You look horrible and it kills me. I'm sorry I couldn't fix everything inside you, I wish I could have. I'm trying to let that go but these things are real. If I wasn't meant to feel that way, I wouldn't. Good luck with who you are, I wish you a better life....

I had a dream about peyton. It was quite strange. I haven't thought about her in a while. In the dream she was much more calm and she had white skin. More like an angel. It's really funny because it seemed like that girl was never settled, nothing like an angel. In real life, I could sometimes still see her as her true spirit, even when she ( Read more... )

My life has been transformed within the past year. Thank you Jah.

I've never felt so humanly alone

I have finally been lifted. Turned on....Brain functions processing at 68.75%. Next step 77.34%. I'll get there. Take me to Zion high Jah.

Wow how things are coming together. When you actually take the time to create things, paths, energies you gain a lot of power. A power to do great things ( Read more... )

I'm so glad I don't really drink anymore. I hate that shit, I can't believe I was attached to such a terrible thing for so long. All it does is cause problems. I've been around people drinking a lot lately, and I don't really care, that's there business. My brother got pretty fucked up last night though. It kinda bothered me for whatever ( Read more... )

Uhhhhhhhh loooser attack. Bing. Forget me. I'll stay out of the way and in my cave. It's just better that way. Just sit here.... meditate and make my goals. yeah so yeah. how about it. "I look at all the lonely people, where do they all come from?"

A black box of an aircraft at one of the neighbors went off by mistake tonight. The whole fighter pilot geek squad came out to assess the situation. I talked to them for a minute, seemed like they were all about to get boners. Just itching for that crashed plane, with that were gonna save them attitude. Really it was just some signal going off ( Read more... )

Morning & Glory to de most high, Jah Rastafari