I feel so depressed with myself. I feel fucking terrible. I feel like a burden. I don't want to be around anybody. I just want to die.

I feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressed. I honest to God feel like killing myself, but what's new lol

"Sometimes I think I don't even know who I am, or what kind of person I am, because I never take the time to think about it."

...true, true... but I spend too much time thinking who I am, because I'm so worried and confused about it! I have such a bad identity crisis, that I've had since I was a little girl. And looking back, the things I did and ( Read more... )

• 23:11:48: *wipes forehead* hell of a day! So many stressors, but hey, I got my 215 card!
  

Tweets copied by twittinesis.com

• 21:00:16: I have a bottle of xanax in my purse with most of them still in it! (never been used) & my body isn't cut up anywhere at all! best med: mj
  
• 22:42:41: Oh yeah, I dropped my class. It was way too hard, I couldn't possibly have done it! I can only take art classes, that's all I can do.
  

Tweets copied by twittinesis.com

I dropped out of that class. It was way too hard, I couldn't handle it... The stress, was just awful. It's been making me physically sick. But, I am thinking about going to rehab and getting a part-time job that I could handle. Something not that stressful ( Read more... )

I finally know what it feels like to "spend money I don't have."

ughhh :/

2pac - dear mama: this song is so sweet... it shows the sweet side to him. <3 I love sweetness.

Garbage ~ I'm only happy when it rains

Her mouth was an empty cut, she was waiting to fall