I don't know who I am sometimes.

Dancing alone again
Again the rain falling
Only the scent of you remains
to dance with me

Nobody showed me how to return the love you give to me
mom never holds me
dad loves a stranger more than me

I never wanted to ever bring you down
All that I need are some simple loving words

You touched my body once
it burns me still softlynever forgets ( Read more... )

Last week was the most busy I've been in a while which made me rather happy ( Read more... )

( Who has time for tears? )

Sometimes you never really realize you already have everything you want until you almost lose it. Yeah being rich and doing whatever the hell I want would be nice, but thats not what I want ( Read more... )

So I have something to say to you Mr. Scott Lindsay.

Thank you for being wonderful.
Thank you for putting up with me for 6 months and many more to come.

Sorry today wasn't as good as it could of been.
Tomorrow will make up for that I promise. I'll make sure that it does.

You have no idea how happy you make me.

I love you sooooo much.

Look at me you creep
Straight in the eyes
I won’t let ya leave
Over my dead body
Maybe yours too

Read between the lines
And see my middle fingers in disguise

Oooh
Hooked on every lie
Oooh
There’s nothing’ left to hide

Pretty perfect girly dressed in black
I see you as you are
I see you’re transparent
I see you as you are
I see you’re transparent ( Read more... )

Dear Scott Lindsay,

You are so amazing. I don't even think you even realize how amazing you are. I love you soooooo much and I'm so glad that I get to have you in my life. You are like no one else I've ever met and I seriously want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Love,
Melissa Marie.

We held hands on the last night on earth ( Read more... )

I wish I was better at expressing how I feel. I wish I didn't make you worry so much. I don't know why I worry so much. You've proven to me a thousand times that you do truely love me ( Read more... )