Shower in the dark day clean sparks diving down ( Read more... )

I sure could use a vacation from this ( Read more... )

Chest and pelvic scans came back clear, showing no indication of spread. I now have three options; 1. Opt for adjuvent chemotherapy, and lower my chance of relapse by 5%, 2. Opt for adjuvent radiation, which is less extreme, and lower my chance of relapse by about the same, or 3. Surveillance, and keep a steady regiment of blood tests, and ct scans ( Read more... )

So I received my pathology reports back from the surgery, and apparently I've been diagnosed with a 100% seminoma carcinoma. This being the "best cancer to get, if you have to get cancer" this would be the "best carcinoma cell to get if you had to get THIS cancer ( Read more... )

Surgery is scheduled for next Tuesday. I feel like I'm on death row or something.

Blood work came back earlier, and the Urologist says it's completely normal.

A very good sign as it means either the tumors are benign, or it's confined to the testicle. Praying for the best outcome here.

So I think I'm going to start keeping some of my thoughts down here on my current situation. Don't have much time to do so in writing like some suggested I do. I'm in for perhaps quite a bit of a battle ( Read more... )

There was a time when I was unhappy with myself. Felt like I would never amount to anything. Felt like I couldn't clear my mind.

That time has passed, and I love the sense of accomplishment from it. From everything.

It's not perfect, but it's getting there.

literally killing myself to make a life for myself.

I need a chiropractor.

so close... so very very close.