even though i'm not 15- i feel like i'm constantly letting people down.

i wish i could feel good about myself again.

i hate my roommate.

with a passion.

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hello my favorite kiddies!!! i completely forgot i had this journal!! wooo!

its the most confusing thing in the world to love someone and hate them at the same time.

is it wrong to use someone for sex?

i'll let you know what happens in alaska!!!

kisses!
heather

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closing on a friday- then opening on a saturday
i hate the people that stole my mother's car
i hate that i'm going to snap if i don't get a nap

i love...
that kai bought snl's christopher walken's dvd
that he binged on fried chicken with me
and that i have him in my life

le sigh.
::heart gooeyness::

i need to find a second job- i really wish work would just give me...a five buck raise? then i wouldn't have to start this whole interviewing process shit. there's a place opening that abel is now managing that i could get on at- but do i really want to? i hate working with food, but tips are an unforgettable thing. lol. lubbock was a blast- it ( Read more... )

today was the first day of school! hurrah! i love both of my morning classes, i have two classes later in the day. i got to see kai bear selling books at the book store, lol, i thought it was adorable! i'm really tired- i have to get up at five to be there on time, but that's just because i move in slow motion when i wake up. i'm spending this ( Read more... )