sigh.
i really do hate mondays.

so basically i'm having the time of my fucking life ( Read more... )

eeesh.
a lot of good has happened.
got my GED in my first try.
still have a job haha.

bad
my daddio left for iraq april 3rd and won't return in 18 months.
and my mom wants me to go back to new mexico with her.
she flat out asked me to.

but whatever.
going to jersey april 20.
three days!
k bye.

Sunday was my first day of work ( Read more... )

SOoooo yeah ( Read more... )

my mom is steadily getting nicer.
i had a lengthly conversation with her today... she told me about her "honey" haha.
God she sounds so nice... :(
sometimes I do miss her and at the same time I fucking hate her because I kept telling her that her not getting any sleep was not worth the extra 50cents working overnights at Wal Mart and she never did ( Read more... )

1. i finally got that approval SHIT signed. mother fuckers.
2. i'm officially registered; student ID number and everything!
3. i'm starting classes on wednesdayyyy. :]

oh, and my daddio gave kyle the third degree.
oh my it was amusing.... haha. he grilled him for a good thirty minutes.
hahaa... today was good. really good considering last week. -_-
i was planning ( Read more... )

yesterday was valentine's day.
wait it's mad late, two days ago then.
is it even a holiday? if it is, it shouldn't be.
i think this is the one day i most hate in particular.
ah, these past days have been so tiring for me in so many ways.
at times i'm quite sure i'm blessedly devoid of emotion.
really, i'm not trying to be insensitive, but if i ... i don' ( Read more... )

So Londa and Frederick got here yesterday. Or the day before? Ah I suck with time ( Read more... )

.... I don't know if even he knows how terrified I've become since.
I absolutely despise not being able to be there to hold him when he needs me.
Just to be able to see him. : /

I'm so scared that I won't be able to make it.
Those two are probably the only people who kept me going all this time.
But I can't jeopardize the future. I can't. That would ( Read more... )