it kills me that she's the one who gets to have that part of him. something someone like that does not deserve. but then who am i to judge? still, from everything everyone's told me... it makes me so unbelievably sad. and confused.

round and round we go...

I don't even have words to describe how I feel after going through all my old entries. Okay, actually- EXTREME EMBARRASSMENT hahahah wow! I am kind of sad that I wasn't more detailed with whatever happened in my life. A lot of "blahs" and "ugh I'm so pathetic" posts. Typical teenager angst I guess. And AIM conversations, fuck me, I was so fucking ( Read more... )

i got my first tattoo.
=D
already planning the second, rofl

Date: Jul 15, 2007 7:35 AM

My night was good. Or last night, cause it's six am.

I pretty much had fun at work. My cheeks were hurting from laughing.
(despite getting hit on hardcore O_o)
Martha and Kristine are the baddest bitches there.
(the manager and a really fast and snippy waitress)

I had a yummy salad.
Asian grilled chicken salad.
Without the old, ( Read more... )

so basically from that last post... about me meeting my manager's son Chris ( Read more... )

This Halloween, I'm fucking going to be Sally.
She'll be so easy. And I'll have access to a sewing machine again, so it shouldn't be a problem.

And the girl in my new backround, Kagura from SpeedGrapher-
I'm cosplaying her too. I don't know when, but damnit, I'm going to.
And then after her, I'm gonna go for Rinoa from FF8.

GRR!

i actually changed my layout for this shit.
lol. eee so proud.
=D

anyway.
i was talking to melissa a lot today.
it was like old times. also, 
i went through greatestjournal again and was cracking up on me and julie's crazy multiple personalities over dead aim.
we were so retarded. haha.

um. sooo the other night at work, i decided to keep my lipring in, to ( Read more... )

you're killing me ( Read more... )

this is the kinda shit i hate ( Read more... )

my mom came to visit; she stayed a week; i graduated
i'm losing the bestest friend i've ever had

oh, and i have a "SUSPENDED LICENCE"-
it pisses me off cause it's so stupid. it was and ID card, not a driver's license.
I don't HAVE my license yet! [procrastination is a BITCHHH] so is depression]

so. my life is a little bit of a mess.
what about college? ( Read more... )