so sean broke up with me. it was hard, its still a little hard at times...well most times. but im going. im trying to look for an apartment, i need a place to call my own. living with my parents again isnt working. hopefully my friend can room with me for about 6 months, and then my sister can move in by the time my friend moves out ( Read more... )

i keep shaking, ive thrown up twice. i cut my finger at work, and my tire blew out on the expressway. i dont want to even move. the day will surely get better?

sitting at my parents house eating some chicken alfredo from buckheads. its pretty good but my belly has a really empty sinking feeling.tommorrow i get to drop off my piece to lexarts,down in lexington. they get to pick who will be in the show or not. maybe ill get in but i doubt it. im not good at alot of things...i dont see why anyone even tries ( Read more... )

i talked, i think i made things worse. i saught help from ryan. i felt bad for going to him at his job. i needed someone to talk to though. i dont know how much longer i can take this indecisiveness. were sleeping in seperate beds now. this is never going to end. im dead, past the point of upset and being sad...and now its turning into frustration ( Read more... )

im going to take the day off today, i still need to catch up on stuff from when spring break was here. im going to try to talk to him. the "talk" hasnt come up since we had the little sit down but its like its almost forgotten. and i knwo he probably hasnt forgotten about it yet. i wanna ask him and make sure if he wants us to try this time apart ( Read more... )

yeah thats right. im a quality trainer now, well i will be by the end of the week. i get my first new hire then. right now im in training classes on how to train new hires. hehe. ill get an extra .50/hour on the days i actually work with the new person. i think its cool. its a lot of responsibilities though. you have to make sure they understand ( Read more... )

taking the day off to take care of house chores and whatnot. im gonna make a trip over to moms house to pick up some branches for a project and then go to the studio to make a mold for my project and a mold for my wax form for bronze making. so tomorrow should be fun. really dont have much to update, everythigns calm right now.

and who says that im not worth a damn?

lss website i just finished.

i was helping put up a roof today at the studio. me ryan aaron and scott. ryan i think got a metal shard in his eye and scott had to take him to the ER. i tried calling him a while ago, i hope he is okay ( Read more... )

one reason im glad that i work at ups. i dont have to worry about the rising tuition that they are getting ready to vote on again. apparently its projected at a 13% increase. if this is true i know a few of my art friends will have to drop out while being a senior with a semester left. trying to make uofl on of the leading universities in the ( Read more... )