well i just woke up about 15 min ago thinking i was going to be late for work... but im not so im updating.

going to put in vacation days at work tonight.

hopefully by tonight ill know if im going to oh, il, and fl, in the next three months. im excited.

so after being depressed, crying, and having a migraine, i feel a little bit better now. i talked with scott yesterday for an hour or two just about what im trying to do and all that fun stuff, and i think im back on track. i just have to play pretty much. i cant let it become work, then its not fun anymore ( Read more... )

so today is third day of no sleep and too much caffeine stimulants. cried when i was trying to explain my piece in crit today. the piece didnt go over well at all. im at the point where im frustrated and angry which is not making me think clearly on what i want to do with my pieces. i have no ideas as of right now and this feeling the piece out ( Read more... )

two exams tomorrow. havent been to a class in over a month for one of them. art project is due tuesday. no where near being finished. so much stuff to do. i dont have the time. im too tired. should i sleep or shoud i try to do this art? it ruins my life sometimes.

sooooooo friday went to the nin show. we left about 2:30 and got there around 4:30. we passed up the place about 4 times because mapquest blows. it was called the lexington center and not just rupp arena. bah. so finally got there and met up with wonka and rachel, robie and ali. ive seen robie before and i think ali but she was really cool. anyways ( Read more... )

super super busy. but im happy because im getting things done. almost done with my project. filling the rest of the balls, then stringing them and the cloth strips. helped write a proposal today for Bernheim Forest. a group of us are going to make individual pieces, leave them and burn them when Bernheim does their spring burning. hoorah! im happy ( Read more... )

it smells good. which in turn makes me feel good. another thing that makes me feel good is that i spent all day and night up at the studio. arrived at 2, left at 8 to get some food, came back up there at 9:30 and just got home 30 minutes ago. i feel really good because i got alot of work done. i pretty much finished all of the wax balls. i need to ( Read more... )

trying to do this. ive been looking at the galleries downtown and some of the artists that reside there. one in particular, at the zephyr gallery, really interests me. his name is chris radtke. he has a sculpture called filters and is really of interest to me. reminds me of filtrations relating to kant and catagories of the mind. i have no idea ( Read more... )

thats my fault a little bit. reviewing my classes i need to graduate. im meeting with this advisor lady because if everything ive calculated is correct, 3 more classes and i get a BA in ArtHistory along with my BFA in 3D Sculpture. it will mean instead of going this december ill go next spring. i think its well worth doing it now instead of ( Read more... )

getting very sleepy. stayed up most of the day. stressing about getting my art supplies. 3 chapters and an artist statement is due tomorrow. i dyed my hair purple and black. im stretching my ears to a 0. i bought some new clothes.