feelin the fear again...

[sketch_bones]

I'm catchin the fear again. I think it's the job... I'm scared to go to work. I'm afraid I can't hack it. I'm afraid I'm gonna screw up. I'm afraid I'm not going to be fast enough. My stomachs in knots over screwing up some dudes pita, why the fuck do I care so much

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[mouthofthemynx]

hahaha listening to BTBAM and having anxiety issues eh? nice choice.

jason fucking white. i wish you could see yourself the way that others do. you would wish you were as gifted and well equipped to deal with the world as you are.

you have to tell yourself to fucking get over yourself. i am not trying to sound like a bitch and you know i will listent to you talk about it forever. but you need to tell yourself that you spent a good chunk of your life being run by this anxiety and it isn't going to fucking happen again.

everyone who knows you knows how hard it was for you. and no one is going to let it go back to that way again. i only wish you had told me more about this while we were dating and i could have made last year a lot more comfortable for you.

serious though, "keep breathing, keep that sweet heart of yours beating, i'll be right there".

your partner in crime,
shan

[vertexedaccord]

dude. go get a stone massage. thats all i can say
mmmm yes

[missunderhill]

aw, don't worry, Jay. You'll do just fine. What I do to deal with anxiety is (well, first) breathe and then tell yourself that you're not going to screw up and then if you do that it's not the end of the world or anything because we all make little mistakes and stuff here and there. Mentally encouraging yourself goes a long way too so just remind yourself that you can do this job well.
Hang in there, bud. And you're right about the meds, it's best to try stuff without them first (at least in my opinion).
And I'm here for you to talk to if you feel anxious.

[jeremy_eccles]

as much as all your friends would love to help jay none of them are brain doctors. Perhaps seeing a shrink about this would be your best bet.

[grape_head]

you can do it..

you're a wonderful person jay.

<3