me either. and yeah, it is. i feel like screaming until my lungs give out every day. and ive learned that punching your reflection in the mirror doesn't do much help, now my hands busted up. and i havent even talked to joe at all. i can't even think about him without hysterics, let alone return his calls.
Oh no hon, I'm so so so sorry, how did you find out and in what way did he cheat on you? Kissing, or further? Did he tell you or did you find out another way? That is so shitty, I know how it feels when you put your world in another's hands and give them the ability to destroy it, but trust them not to and then they do anyways...
his other girlfriend messaged me and said that she thought we broke up cuz he asked her out and said that we broke up that day. and she thought we got back together... i was so fucking shocked/crushed/heartbroken/hurt/pissed/betrayed/played, i feel foolish/stupid/embarrassed/gullable and i dont know how the fuck im going to get over this. or if im going to get over this...
oh sweetie. I'm so sorry. you don't deserve that. how did you find out? are you going to stay with him? are you all right? ok I'm going to atop badgering you with questions i'm sure you don't want to answer or even think about right now. instead i'll make a suggestion. now i HATE running, but on the very rare occasion that i get really pissed or upset, running helps. mostly because hitting things hurts my hands and causes too much damage. it doesn't have to be a long run (i don't usually go more than a mile or two), just something to physically work out your emotions in a non-destructive way. hang on babe. things will eventually get better
his other girlfriend. i dont know what to do with him. im not even close to fine, im a total head case right about now. yeah, i punched/shattered my mirror and my hand is broken. i dont care, my life sucks as it is. the one thing that made me happy stabbed me in the back. maybe i'll go for a 10 mile jog... :P
well at least you know that you weren't the only one who's feelings got jerked around. no one expects someone they love to hurt them so badly. Maybe you could do something destructive to something of his. Nothing major (as in not enough to get the cops called on you) but it might make you feel better. And I would definitely go on that jog. If you're too tired to stand up then you're too tired to stay up thinking about him at night. Plus it makes you feel all healthy and sexy (after a shower of course) :D Feel better babe! *hugs hugs and MORE hugs*
thanks for the advice, i did go running a few times in the past wekks, i lost about 4 lbs. =] but i gained it all back in ben and jerry's and stupid movies and booze... but whatever, i cant do anything right w/out him it seems, i get sick every morning just waking up and knowing that he's not in my life anymore. it's just an empty feeling knowing that he's gone, when i've had him forever... i dont feel sexy at all, and i cant even bear to think of ruining something of his. everything is just so sentimental and brings back memories...it just hurts far too much.
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I don't see how anybody could stoop that low.
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and i havent even talked to joe at all. i can't even think about him without hysterics, let alone return his calls.
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yeah, i punched/shattered my mirror and my hand is broken. i dont care, my life sucks as it is. the one thing that made me happy stabbed me in the back.
maybe i'll go for a 10 mile jog... :P
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i dont feel sexy at all, and i cant even bear to think of ruining something of his. everything is just so sentimental and brings back memories...it just hurts far too much.
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