i look so much different. i've grown up alot. i'm getting my license, and got accepted into a college for my art. i feel like i haven't really dont much, but at the same time i have. i have a job, a boyfriend that my parents love, and i'm getting good grades. what happened? ;) i used to be so immature.


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RYAN:
This kid is one of my closest friends. We know almost every thing about each other and have been there for each other. Haha, I trust him with my life and I can always count on him to beat some one up when I need rescuing.

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Whatever, it's as I never left now... :)

I looked the other way;
I thought I knew what you were.
Oh, how very wrong I was to make such an assumption.
Of the beauty that would sacrifice life for your attention,
your curiousity found me in the corner of the world 
with scars on my arms that scream danger.
Where peace grows fond of and drama is out of range,
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I have always been good at art, and it's one of my passions.
I love all kinds of art (i.e. fines arts, photography, poetry, music, sculture, literature, drama, etc.), here's some of mine from this past year up to now: <3

I did this in pastel. I started around early March 2009 and finished it on 10/31/2009:


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"Silence is a Death Sentence"

Sincerest appologies, Mother.
I was never the assumption
you had planned.
And as for Father,
he was never informed of
my existence first hand.

Refrain tears, my love,
for I am not worth
the time of day.
So rid my memories,
erase the remains of yesterday.

My last words were
not for you to keep.
My heart wasn't shattered
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Your eyes cut like daggers,
so stare into my heart and leave my corpse for the rest.
I'd rather let my body rot behind a forgotten closed door than hear the lies,
"I love you," escape from your vemonous lips.
You have slaughtered me with your lethal hatred and razor-sharp glares.
I will never see you as my mother.
I had opened my heart.
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Here goes nothing...


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