Well, my roommate has found cheaper accommodations. I'm back to living on my own and it's kind of exhilarating. Feel like it may finally be time for me to live for myself again rather than collecting children and putting their needs ahead of my own. I hate cleaning but I've been cleaning to dance music for hours reclaiming this apartment as mine ( Read more... )

It seems almost odd that I should be inspired to begin posting again two years after my last entry. But a rather volatile friend of mine has got me reading the journals again so why not ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a rather drunken week. Spent most of the funds I'd allotted to drinking in the first coupe days of the week. The straight boy and the boy toy were around off and on and we drank in the apartment. That setup is getting old cause I always wind up spending the most money and drinking the least(Have to somewhat retain my senses cause I ( Read more... )

Time's flying by again. Favorite straight boy and the boy toy have been here off and on a lot recently. Chilling at the apartment. I'm amazed I haven't keeled over from sleep deprivation ( Read more... )

It's been a pretty good week.Met a cool boy and worked both nights at the bar. Time flew by at work for the most part, though last night I wound up working as a barback in training-and was not impressed with the business practices. They neglected to tell me beforehand that normally they don't pay trainee's-the middle ground was that I was paid $4 ( Read more... )

Once again my drinking is getting out of hand. 2-5 greatful dead's a night is quickly kicking my ass. It's common now for me to be hung over at least one day a week. Which, of course is hardly something to be desired. It's the worst when someone else is buying. I feel bad saying no, and telling them I need to space out the drinks better. So, last ( Read more... )

Tonight was not a particularly bad night. Work went by at a reasonable pace(Even if it was ungodly busy and half the CSR's were out sick.Got home, cooked a huge steak, some corn and some green beens and had a relatively good dinner. Then dragged myself to the bar and had a few drinks(to find I was shorter on money than I thought). Hung out with ( Read more... )

Another week comes to a close, granted not quite in as good a mood as I was a week back but still dong ok. Friday was the shotboy contest at styxx. It was entertaining I guess, but basically a strip contest by another name. Heh heh, the prettiest of the boys didn't win because he couldn't compete with the others dancing. And then there's the winner ( Read more... )

As 6:30 rolls around another quiet day comes to a close. I'm quickly coming back to the old realization I need to find some friends and an arena other than the bar to hang out in. It's nice to have the time off. But it's rarely worth taking off unless I've got something planned to fill it. I invariably wind up sitting here all day if I don't. Not ( Read more... )

So, after getting really bored and hunting through the various links on my computer I ran across a link to a friends LJ and was once again reminded that I've intended to start posting here again for some time.....So, with little further ado, here we go ( Read more... )