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what puppys and shit long time and all that im alive just going to tell you whats up and shit mad it to 18 and all the im in ppcc working to get an AA in arts and photogaphy and o got a job at wal matr maken 8 an hour and all thats got some more tats and got some less holes in my head but it hapens and shit and just wanted to say ry hope you ( Read more... )

Well any one who know anythign by now knows that my dog pyro died 2 weeks ago i thought it was the end cus i wasent there to say good bye and i wish i could have been there to show him around the park on more time and to sit and pet him and watch him fall to sleep but i cant. id want to see him and his goofy lil smile that i could only tell when it ( Read more... )

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sounds fucked dosent it well to get to the point i roled my van just about a week ago now with out my seat belt and shit it was cinda triped and shit cus i remeber every lil thing that whent on the dude that was driveing behind me said that the crash only lasted 4 sec tops but ever time i dream abiout it and put it in my head it plays for at the ( Read more... )

well ladys and gens just to let you alll know im gone now out of the state of az safer so i thought. right? wow that was the biggest line of bs i have ever thought up in my life ( Read more... )

this same old shit is going to kill me my X is for some reason coming back in to my life but the thing is im not trying to stop her and the most fucked up part about it all is shes dateing my friend among other things. so what the fuck am i saposta do about it she tells me that she would have stayed with me untell the end and when she says it its ( Read more... )

Ladys and gent this is the end of my story here i came to Az to find a life, to find a home, a girl, some friend, respect and some thing to hole on to forever well in the last 3.5 week untell i leave i found out that every thing i have done here i never got a thing out of this i feel dumb look at me im lost in my little world and all this time here ( Read more... )

AS YOU SEE IM NOT IN JAIL NOT DEAD AND NOT TO HAPPY BUT AS I SIAD IM FINE AND ILL BE FINE I JUST ENDED UP THINKIN MY LIFE OVER AND SEEING WHAT WHENT RONG IN ALL OF THIS THINKING IF I WAS SOME ONE OTHER OR DID SOME THING OTHER OR THOUGHT SOME THING OTHER IT WOULD ALL BE BETER IN THE END OR MAYBE IT WOULD ALL BRING ME RIGHT BACK HERE NOT TO SAY IF I ( Read more... )

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