i remember one time i told scott that all i was good for was swinging fists and breaking hearts. and we got so weak. i don't know what the point of remembering that was, but it was nice to remember ( Read more... )

today was sarah's birthday ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun. sarah and stefany picked me up and we went to panera's and ate good soup. "sha-kelly ( Read more... )

stefany and sarah called to hang out. to skip mass comm. it's so on. i folded like an envelope under that peer pressure, aha. good times will hopefully be had ( Read more... )

i smoked today. for the first time in years. it felt so good. but not good enough to smoke again. because i respect my body and my friends way more than that. i also promised my grandma i would never, ever smoke. this is a promise i can and will keep ( Read more... )

hi. carlos and keith own. i am in their room right now. we hung out before english and had lunch. and then came back and dicked around. we went to english and now we are hanging out. they have class now. i need to study.

"bitches and hos," he said. "bitches and hos ( Read more... )

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i don't know if this is good or bad, but i'm spending a portion of winter break with petey. i'm so not into him anymore. but i love that kid a lot.

i am hungry. i want some ramen, but we do not have any.

i remember when i was absolutely obsessed with sunny day real estate a few years ago. they made my heart ache. i always wanted my heart broken then it seemed. maybe i still do. there's just no one worthy of breaking it as of late. but i also wanted to like slow dance with a boy in my bedroom to sdre. and i wanted to cry on his shoulder. i ( Read more... )

i have this horribly empty, gnawing feeling in my stomach.