i'm a JERK. i completely told my parents i would go out with them tonight. i also told kim i would go out with her tonight. and i also want to go to the show tonight. gah. i completely forget my obligations a lot ( Read more... )

on friday, i am going to go see the passion of the christ with my family. before i was absolutely excited and thrilled, but now i am terrified. terrified because of how crucial that film is, but also terrified that i will hate myself afterwards because i will see all that jesus went though and i'll know that never be able to dedicate my life to ( Read more... )

a lot has gone on in my life since i last wrote and i don't suppose i know where to begin or what to say ( Read more... )

i really loved this journal so i won't neglect it. i will write later tonight, i suppose. i love oprah and doublemint gum and i life is okay.

( WHAT IF I DON'T CARE? )

jesus said, "for god so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. for god did not send his son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him ( Read more... )

if i could, i would be in a car right now starting my four hour drive just to hold someone who i love very much and haven't seen since august. but instead i am reading books like classic cases in medical ethics and the literature of the american southi hate having to feel like this. i just want things to be simple. when i was stoked on my life ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO FIGHT A BOY. OKAY, THANKS.

i'm not going to do twenty-one friends, but instead like six. i'm almost certain that two or three people don't even read this ( Read more... )

sarah and i are so serious about this whole VCU thing. it's so crazy, i have never been this serious or excited in my entire life ( Read more... )