Ya so i just got home from driving in the 3-4 inches of snow we just suddenly got. I was fucking scared out of my mind. my truck did a u turn ALL BY ITSELF! i just about had a break down to say the least. I have never driven in brand new pure powder snow....i DONT like it. on top of that i got home late so i had to deal with the "stop being so ( Read more... )

Well i've had a crush on this guy randy for a couple days, and we've ended up being together. Only catch is that he had to break up with his g/f for me. And for some reason i feel worse about it than he does. Why the hell does it matter. He keeps telling me that it would have happened anyways... but i cant help feeling like i pushed it into ( Read more... )

Well, seeing as according to my journal i have dropped off the edge of the earth. I decided to take some time to update my life. I havent had much of a chance to really think about anything, im always just too busy, life is too hectic. Either that or im hardly home. My mom has recently complained about how often i am gone. "its like you dont want ( Read more... )

Well i broke up with my g/f. cause i cheated on her. and i have now become a whore... isnt it nice?

Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)time started:9:19 full name:Jessica Marie Nicol nickname(s):Jessy, brat,pain in the but, pestica birthday:8/31/88 where were you born:utah zodiac sign:Virgo height:5'5" weight:119 hair color:blonde eye color:hazel shoe size:7.5 ring size:5 skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.):tanish blood type:A+ grade:12 GPA: ( Read more... )

some areas of my life are great, others are shitty. Things with my girlfriend are great. She hasnt been the happiest of campers, but im trying to cheer her up, and just be there for her. other than that she is soo awesome. she bought me flowers (which no guy has done up to date) and shes really fun to talk to and hangout with. and she has very ( Read more... )

Well, all that really needs to be said is im now dating a girl. She is freaking awesome. i was a little nervous/ wierded out at first. But she has really grown on me. She is very sweet and really fun to hang out with and talk to. My dad is perfectly cool with it. and my mom is a little wierded out. "I hope your just experimenting" <-- her words. ( Read more... )

well, i talked to kevin today. There is no hope in waiting for him. so i am obliged to "just be friends". he has been really upset lately. i am trying to be there for him. but he says peole caring about him just irritates him. but i will be stubborn anyways ( Read more... )

where does dicipline end and abuse begin? my sister got her fingers burned today for playing with lighters. after chris threatened her, that was the most scared she has ever been. chris was drinking/drunk as soon as he got home today... he looked like he'd been drinking even before he got home. i hate him even more when he is drunk, he likes to ( Read more... )

i hate breaking up... main reason... it makes me feel like shit. i feel like i am not worth anyones time. i know its not true but that is how i feel none the less. HA... kevin has been ignoring me. there is no other reason for him purposely not calling me after work yesterday.. when he went to brookes instead... ya. whatever... fuck it.