What i dont need is to concede: but he works tomarrow ( Read more... )

Yeah so im not sure why, but every little thing is pissing me off lately. May be the fact that no one cares about me, no one gives a shit, and theyre all pissed at me. But i guess i cant complain cause i deserve it right? So amidst the casual sex, using drugs and ciggarets to demean myself, and skipping school, im trying to pull some tidbit of self ( Read more... )

A simple fear to wash you away ( Read more... )

Well, seems i found some time. I grounded myself until the end of term. Partly as a way to make sure i work on some homework, partly as an excuse to get away from everyone. Ive been feeling extreamly anti-social. I will talk to someone if they talk to me but i wont try and start up a conversation. I just havent had the energy. I dont want to make ( Read more... )

so im in a bitchy mood. Cause i have lots to bitch about. so im going to vent it ( Read more... )

well new years was ok, there are still a few bumps in my life that need to be smoothed out, and right now i dont have energy for anything... which really sucks cause i have lots i need to do.

UGHH!! i have no outlet for this crap, i need to talk to someone... mainly eric... so much crap...and i cant fucking get a hold of him its extreamly frustrating!!!

I wish i could just go back to bed and wake up yesterday, i had such a great freaking day. Now my whole fucking week is ruined because of two fucking hours... damn -slams head on desk and any other hard objects- *slam* *slam* *slam* MAKE IT GO AWAY!!!

Ok i think im done.... *slam*

Im a bitch and i hate myself... ok thats all the emo your going to get out of me.

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