Have you ever felt like you try and try to make things work out. try to make everyone happy... but in the end you jsut get screwed over? the highlight of my whole summer has been the past few days... and i know it wont last much longer. damn... but that wont stop me fromhaving as much fun as possible ( Read more... )

Seriously, my life right now is a dream. Ive been spending the past 3 days at least a couple hours at a time just hanging out with this guy Brett at work, and all the rest of his buddies (who are mostly from work too). Its been so nice even being around him. Its like im addicted or something. I could definatly get used to it though.

hear I lay ( Read more... )

Ya, my life never changes. all that had been going on is work work work, and talking to shawn. although i did talk to Brooke. we're going to lagoon tomarrow with her family. we havnt hung out in a long time. hopefully wed me her and emily will have a sleep over. that would be fun. i havnt talked to emily in a long time. i saw her when i was driving ( Read more... )

sunday i got a comp. my dad and sandy built it from scratch... basically. But it works so i wont complain. I might spend $50 to put a new viedo card in so i can get maplestory to work. one thing is though that when i take this back to moms i wont have internet and its about $50 a month for cable int. a little more than im willing to spend seeing ( Read more... )

one word: WORK. I think i might have actually hit 40 hours this week.i ended up staying till 2:30 am the past two nights and before that till 12. arrgh. needless to say my whole body hurts. i did manage to hang out with some guys from work wednesday night though. that was pretty fun. I got stoned for the first time in a long time. nice ^_^! ( Read more... )

my weekend wasnt too bad. Saturday i went into work at 12 for this girl chantell. i almost ended up staying till 11. but tyler said he would close for me so i got off at 6. yesterday i had the whole day off. i was going to go to Jesse's but my brakes on my truck werent working right. so i wasnt going to go anywhere. i told my dad and he looked at ( Read more... )

I may not have gone too work yesterday but i still kicked my ass. A whole bunch of friends and i went up to Mill creek canyon. we went on a 3 mile hike uphill. I was really proud of myself when afterwards but i was about ready to die on the way up. It was really nice back down though. i havent been in the mountains for a long time. After that we ( Read more... )

I feel like the lamest dork out there. My life is sad... well at least the relationship part of it ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel like drawling on about the stupid shit going through my head ( Read more... )