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[skillin]

My body is so fucking disgusting I can't begin to tell you.. Not just weight but also I'm covered in scars and stretch marks and ITS GROSS. It's affecting my sex life. I dont want my boyfriend to look at me, and I always thought girls like that were pathetic.

Also I dont want to go on top. I dont want him checking out my ass etc.

FUCK.

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[has_potential]

Such a difficult situation. Sometimes I'm dying to tell my boyfriend when he asks "what's wrong?" about all the things I'm disgusted by with my body. But not only do I know that a) it comes off as needy lame girlfriend bullshit, but also that b) it will just draw attention to all the things that maybe, just maybe he hasn't noticed himself.

I'm only fucking 20 and have spider veins ALL over my legs, the beginnings of a few varicose veins, sensitive skin so EVERYTIME I shave I get razor burn and ingrown hairs, and cellulite not only in my thighs, but in my calves, all the way down to my ankles. I got really fucking ripped off in the leg department.

All bullshit I just have to "accept"...but I'm not there yet.

[skillin]

I really appreciated this comment, thanks :)

[skillin]

(honestly)