this fuckin sucks, i cant stop crying,.. and then there is this periodical intermitent laughter......... fuckin life, what a joy

I lost a very dear friend of mine on moday may the 22nd. Christina Bussey was a wonderful person, but even better she was such a pure soul. I regret not being able to see her more, but I will remember and cherish all of our talks, our silliness, our search for true love, our secrets and our thoughts. Without a doubt, I believe Chrissy has moved ( Read more... )

dont forget this day, or these people ( Read more... )

couldnt sleep the last two nights ( Read more... )

definitely worried about erin. I should smash her boyfriends face in, but that would not be right for me to do. I hope she figures this all out before she gets hurt...
darlene, you are an amazing woman. that is all.
new house coming up on feb 1st... hopefully the fourth and final one, im sick of moving.
love is so cool, sometimes to cold.

this weekend is big bad James' bday, dont know if niagara is still the plan or not, but sounds like it. Will be good to get out of this hole of a town they call Horillia. days have been long as of late and my patience are being tried. I'm so glad to have found my spiritual side which I have neglected by stupidity. Without my God, I would have ( Read more... )

never mentioned it before, but this thing called life seems rather meaningless in the grand scheme of things... and this physical life is so simple, the real life lies within. not within reach, or sight, but within spirit and soul. within the unknown. within our dreams and our visions. Our hopes and our fears. There is no certainty of this ( Read more... )

found out my stepfather, who is basically my real father, has cancer. Prostate cancer to be exact. don't know how i'm really going to deal with this yet... but I will start with a bong.

tyring to quit smoking.................

I'm going out for a smoke

it almost seems futile

for now

been chatting for hours on the phone with a new someone ( Read more... )