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and what is there besides the sensual?

lorii is a fanatstic git ( Read more... )

i think the problem is that i'm trying to force myself to feel a lot of things that i just don't.

i need to grow up.

in other news, i shaved off my own fingertips with a lady bic while razoring my hair.

i'm so sick and tired of feeling this way. i want to love lorii but i hate her so much. i hate myself. what the fuck. i'm going to school before i hurt myself. i can't hurt myself. i can't do that anymore. no more. no more. no more.

sadsappysucker [05 Sep 2005|03:00pm ( Read more... )

i sit here and i keep thinking, whywhywhywhywhywhywhy and the answer is that i don't fucking know WHY, but it keeps on happening! i've come to the conclusion that i'm cursed, this town is cursed, everything is cursed because it is just a HELL OF A LOT EASIER than grappling with silly stuff like peoples' emotions, my own emotions and these syrup- ( Read more... )

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fancy that ( Read more... )

zach smith + me > you.