I hate him so much. He just fucks around with me and with my pathetic stepped on heart because he knows that I will still like him, I mean, there isn't anything he could do that would make me hate him. Last week he told me that he was going to this place, Duke's, which is super close to my house. Anyways, he said he planned to go on Friday. So I ( Read more... )

I just took a psychology test on depression.
It said that a score of 16 or more indicates a problem; that if you get 16 or more points, you should seek professional help.
My score was 38.

He doesn't see me. At least not in the light I want him to ( Read more... )

Everytime I wake up it's a brand new day, and I realize my body's designed to die ( Read more... )

Everybody hurts.
It's a matter of finding the strength to heal.

This is my new motto, or mantra, or whatever.
I need to let my wounds heal, and I don't want to bleed again.
It's far too painful to stand.
But I'm not afraid anymore.

To anyone out there ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a long time ( Read more... )

All spit and spite, you're up all night. Elliott Smith really had a good thing going with his music. I wonder if he really stabbed himself. He seemed to know what he was doing. He was brilliant, and I couldn't even pick his best song. From "Everything Reminds Me Of Her" to "Memory Lane", every song was a work of art ( Read more... )

Okay, today I bought a shirt at Superstore, something that I told myself I would never do. I feel a little bit guilty...but oh well. It's nice, I think, and it was only $10. How could I pass it up? It's even in my favorite color ( Read more... )

Aww today we went bowling, to this recreation centre thingy. It was with my Special Phys. Ed class. Oh, and it's not "special" as in special ed, that's just what it's called. So we went, and I was watching this guy play Pinball. I was so so so so happy watching him play, and I was like, "i've never played pinball, i wish i could play sometime." But ( Read more... )