Simplify the issues as much as you can and then let yourself feel what it's like to know..... that you don't know.

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i will get by
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i will survive

so.... i've been thinking A LOT latley.. about a lot of things. no one really reads this anyway (i know a few do).. but.. i have been on such a roller coaster of emotions for too long now. it's time for me to start over. and you know what? i'm going to. be being who i am.. i guess, i have this comfort with my security. but, i feel like i must pack ( Read more... )

he will love me. hold me. charish me. fight for me. laugh with me. romance me. be taken back by me. he'll hurt for me. die for me. laugh at me. his love will over power everything. his thought's will be tranquile. his memories will be only me. when i'm down, he'll be there to bring me up. he'll listen. he'll help. he's smart. he's funny. he likes ( Read more... )

i can not be honest.
not even with myself.
i hurt, i feel pain, i am suffering.
i must be brutaly honest.

i sit alone and think
i feel, that no one truley understands me
not so much ME, but what i am going through
the pain, stress, torture that i am feeling.
everything hit me out of the blue. 
when i least expected it.
while, i never wanted it.
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last night was fun.

got to relax after work.

my goodnight was great :o)

...things are getting better.

i feel like leaving...

somewhere beautiful
with new people

i want to go to that city.

explore it.
find myself. 
search for new meanings
start new beginnings

wouldn't that be beautiful...

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