"you never come back, not all the way. always there is an odd distance between you ( Read more... )

stop crying for attention and i'll start caring. im done, darling. i find it sickening that all i want in the whole goddamn world is to sit in class and not think about how out of place and wrong i feel. i don't want to constantly feel like the only comfortable place is curled up and quiet where no one can find me. i don't want to feel like i ( Read more... )

after two hours driving up and down sunrise highway under the moon and in the rain, two packs of cigarettes now empty, two little blue baggies empty, lifetimes of conversation, his pink hair and his sharp bones, we overdose in the church parking lot. damnit, i'm tired. no lessons learned. except we both agreed that if he weren't gay, we would be ( Read more... )