it scares me when i can't separate dream from reality. when i'm awake, and i wonder, "did that happen to me? or was it a dream?". and sometimes i don't know the answer.

it frightens me. am i paying enough attention when i'm awake? or too much when i'm asleep?

keith.

cake is comfort food. i stuff my face.

i spent all of today working on designing my new website. in reality, i spent most of today learning the intricacies of dreamweaver. it's frustrating to put a whole day's worth of work into something and have nothing to really show for it. thankfully, this is one of those ailments that can be cured with a ( Read more... )

tonight has been lovely. tonight is getting lovelier.

ben gibbard live bootlegs. designing the new website. dual monitors.

and a mess of anonymity.

keith.

i woke up feeling really lonely this morning.

maybe it's because i'm back home and the house is empty in the morning. maybe not.

keith.

i'm finished my first semester of university.

i'm studying for final exams, they begin on friday.

i've created an 8 hour playlist to keep me company.

prayers are appreciated as stress is inevitable.

keith.

exams are beginning.

i'm looking forward to finishing them and spending time with my family + friends. i'm excited about getting a domain and a new website done up over the christmas break.

i'm thankful to God for so many blessings. and so many sobering experiences.

keith.

i'm so popular.


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why can't i have a normal roommate?

last night i was in the lounge watching a movie and mike decided he wanted to go to bed. since the noise of my computer running is too loud for him to sleep he made the smart decision to turn it off, forever sending a bunch of my research notes (for an upcoming essay) to the blissful land of nevermore ( Read more... )

so this poor old journal has fallen into disuse. i've been very busy with school. i'm working on setting up a blog on my personal website instead of using livejournal so in the meantime i'm not really going to be updating this guy anymore -- i don't think so. i'm not sure. it's sad to leave behind 3 years of history but i'm growing bored of this ( Read more... )

i'm definitely addicted to smack.

school is tres busy. this damn font-set won't let me do accented characters.

keith.