wow. how did this happen? i told myself i wouldn't let this happen. i hope this is a side effect of lack of any sexual activity. or as fall out boy would say, "it's not a side effect of cocaine, i am thinking it must be love". if that's the case, then damnit damnit damnit. i'll just try not to think about him. and this whole situation. why does ( Read more... )

Name: jackie
Age: 16
Location: lorton,va (soon to be richmond, va)
How you heard about Panic at the disco:  pete from fall out boy
Have you ever seen them live?: yes! they were amazing! i'm going to see them again on the nintendo fusion tour
Other favorite bands: fall out boy, anti-flag, the faint, pretty girls make graves, rise against, go betty go, ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in aggggggggges... for reasons that i do not know. went to kansas to visit my elisey-poo with kelsea, was tre awesome. i must say so, kansas definitely isn't what i expected it to be. cow-country. that's what i expected, and indeed, some parts were. but elise didn't live there. i think she would crawl up and die if she actually ( Read more... )

straight edge... straight edge.... straight edge

first off, for those who don't know... it is a philosophy. not a trend or a fad, it is a way of life. the term was first coined by the band minor threat in their song "straight edge" in the 1980s. any 'straight-edge' kid who doesn't know this is not straight-edge. no matter what they say. i'm sure ( Read more... )

"i don't do to well on my own". one of the many reasons why i love fall out boy. no matter what, they are always there, and they will always be there because pete would never lie to me... i got my lisence on saturday! finally, freeeedom! i just need a car, but my parents' will do for now, i'm not too picky. i just want to be able to go wherever ( Read more... )

i think i'm back to "normal". i cried the other night, a lot. i could have drowned, but i didn't. it felt so good to let everything out. i'm a lot happier now. the faint is definitely one of my new favorite bands, they are incredibly awesome in concert. you have no idea until you see them, seriously. i don't know how i've lived without them for so ( Read more... )

i want to cry so bad it hurts. i want all the pain i feel to escape out of my eyes, but my eyes are stubborn, and want me to keep the sadness bottled up for some reason. i want to scream at the top of my lungs, but my parents are already so worried about me, that they would probably send me to a hospital. i want to take back every stupid thing i ( Read more... )

i don't even know anymore. i feel so empty inside, this happens every once in a while. it happened a lot last year. i don't know why, and i can't describe it. i just feel empty. i'm not sure if it is because of carla, but i'm trying not to like anyone because i don't want to hurt again. i know i can't go through life like that, but i can try. ( Read more... )

the sounds of this small town make my ears hurt... holy shit! this weekend was one of the GREATEST ever! friday- me, dany, kelsey, and shawna saw fall out boy, gym class heroes, and silverstein! fall out boy was AMAZING! i had so much fun! the pictures are developing as i speak... you'll see them soon, don't worry! i finally met pete, wow... ( Read more... )

it's been a while... because of theatre, i haven't really had time for anything.. so let me recap ( Read more... )