so today has been busy. i worked six hours and only saw austin for 30 minuets:(. oh well there will be other days. also i start mini cheer camp tommorow from 6 to 8 and signs from eight to nine. its gunna be busy because i work till 5. :) im excited tho. cheer camp was a blast. i never thought girls could be SOO FunNY. :):):). today this huge bug ( Read more... )

so today i went to practice...it was good:). i love cheerleaders. then i went to work saw austin told him what mom said about him smoking. he said sorry and he gunna stop or something to that effect because he "likes me alot and dosnt want to ruin anything". he told his mom he wouldnt hurt me because he would miss my beautiful smile:). cute. now im ( Read more... )

okay...so im a emotional mess my parents say. i cant do anything right, and i dont care about my family. wow...how low can someone get?. so my mom keeps coming to browns and she sees austin smoking. now i have to tell him, i cant talk to him anymore if he dosnt quit. IM not WORTH that, because he dosnt know what im worth yet. SO im gunna end up ( Read more... )

Man i wish i could see cami or austin RIGHT NOW....i just wanna cryyy. depressed is the word. parents know alot about me now, and its because i told them, but only told them what they needed to know. no details. now they are taking everything to the extreme. i wanna cry. GAW...i just wanna lay in the road and let someone run over my body because ( Read more... )

man so today was going so good. i went and hung out with austin at the pool for like four hours. i forgot sun screen so im SUNburned and......i am drained. but it was good because i found out austin likes me:). all the girls at the pool are giving them thier numbers, and today is momma was like ster, u better watch out, these girls are after him. ( Read more... )

wow. so im back from my date- with mr. beautiful himself. THATS RIGHT. i went on a date with him, because today he came and asked me to swim. his mom helped it out. but yeah- hes so funny:). i like being with him. he feels like a really good friend tho. so idk:/. he might move here, and if he does that means hes going to GRAPE CREEk. mom dosnt ( Read more... )

well today i went to work and at work things were kinda busy. I let ryan drive my car to the front of browns in wich he almost hit a three year old child- the father came out screaming histerically and almost swung at ryan. i was so scared and sad. i was like sir, im so sorry, and my friend didnt realize ur daughter was outside- thats no excuse ( Read more... )

so i find myself sitting here listenin to deathcab and CCR. WHATS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE...well for one, im home, and two, listening to depresseing music. I went and hung out with jenn tonight:). shes beautiful i wish we could hang out more. Her brother is leaving tommrow.:( i miss my brother. its been two years since i seen him, and it probably ( Read more... )

well today was good. i worked for four hours and i was late to work because i hit every red light in town, and i missed the turn to turn on arden road. so i was late to work- its alright tho because work loves me:). There was almost a fight today too at work because ryan hit some guy in the nuts and he was all butt hurt and started pushing him. im ( Read more... )

how can you get over someone so fast and like them so much?..does anyone know or have any other reason as to how someone can pull that one off, ease my doubts. WELL i think i just need to go on. not like he really cares. man i feel depressed maybe because ive been listening to ragweed. gaww...well i was gunan stay at kimmys but turns out- we wernt ( Read more... )