I can't help but think about the days passed. The things that once were. The way life has twisted and changed so much but it was so sly I never even realized exactly what was happening. And here I am. Two children, a fiance, a life that to be honest I never saw myself in. Let me explain ( Read more... )

I swear I am so ready to not be pregnant anymore. I would rather have BOTH children here pooping, vomiting and running a fever than be pregnant at this point. Full of energy yesterday and today I can barely lift my arms to type on the computer.  I would like to think it's my body's way of saying you're about to go into labor and we need to rest, ( Read more... )

As tired as I've been lately (which is actually a good sign, means I'm getting closer for Landon to be here) I'm looking forward to the busy weekend ( Read more... )

Mother's day was spent in the emergency room, holding Mason down to have a tick removed that has embedded behind his ear.

Father's day, allergic reaction to antibiotic for an inner ear infection, spent all day fighting off fever, runny nose and truly miserable baby,

4th of July weekend.......Mason goes in for his very first surgery  this Friday!

Mason ( Read more... )

As time grows close for my new baby to enter this world and become a part of so many lives not just mine I get all nostalgic. Maybe it's the hormones but none the less, I find myself thinking about all that has passed just within the last couple of years and seeing how blessed I am to be where I am. Surrounded by an awesome support system of family ( Read more... )

Through everything that has happened/ is happening this man has stood by me, whether it was consciously or subconsciously. (yes there was a time that he "hated" me, or so he says anyway) :p My heart is yours David Edward Fries Jr and I love you more now than ever before.

Been up with him all night, so I'm a little sleep deprived. I'm at the point where your mind and body don't exist as one and your body wants to sleep but your brain has become barely attached, tethered to your body like a balloon on a string. And then of course the mind wonders aimlessly, bumping into thoughts and current stressful things, that ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to forget why I even want a baby shower anymore. I don't necessarily need one and people can give me gifts without a shower and the things we do need aren't other peoples responsibility to give to us. I want all my family and friends to attend and yet it seems like every time I turn around there is an issue over a date for someone. I' ( Read more... )

I will be on LJ more! I will post! I will, I will, I will. :)

Let's hope this rings true after the new baby comes. Of course I can not update now, my son is calling for me and I'm a little hungry,  fear not! I shall be back! I must relearn how to use this and what new features have been added. :D

You ever have a day that for some reason your brain just does not shutt off. I know that sounds funny. But I'm not talking about your to do list that day, rather about things in your past. Whether good or bad. Not only has my son been the most difficult baby today, my brain hasn't let up either.  It's annoying really.
I have let go and moved on ( Read more... )