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i want to crawl in a corner and eat ice cream until i feel better. i dont like what keeps playing in my head

So today i wasnt feeling well and then i came across the most inspirational music that i have heard in a long time seriously these guys are amazing ( Read more... )

the problem isnt that i have trouble separating the past from the present its that i dont want to because i miss what i used to have but i dont want to give up what i have now. i realize that i dont care i still forgive him. and i dont see anything wrong with it anymore. i do miss him. or at least now.

so ive been dazed and distracted lately. of course i love guard but it doesnt seem that hard anymore. i mean i dont think im like amazing at everything of course its just that i dont feel a need to impress anyone around me. i dont bother with makeup other than this stupid waterproof mascara that freaking wont come off so its been on for like a week ( Read more... )

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peer pressure sucks...and thats all ill say

oh yeah and i do what i want