haha so Im still here at home, not sure how much longer this is going to last...I've kinda become a bum, but then I cant go anywhere either cause I cant afford to get worse, so ive just been home for the past almost 3 weeks lol kinda sucks, really miss everyone, and yeah Im missing out on everything thats going on. Then when I do go back if I do, ( Read more... )

hey everyone, so I havent been to school for almost 2 weeks now, 3 weeks if you count spring break cause I went to school on the Monday we came back from spring break, but havent been there since. So I came down with the flu, and it just got worse, so a week later I went in the doctors (Yesterday or the day b4, dont really remember hehe) and he ( Read more... )

So today I just got the news that I got accepted into George Fox!! Im so excited for college, and to go out on my own, but also really sad knowing that this is my time to move on...I love the community because its like a country feel, and its homie, really cute!! and yeah Im so excited!!  Its close enough to visit home, but far enough for me to go ( Read more... )

I want the flu to DIE...well I just got back from the beach, my family and I went to Newport and then we stopped in Lincoln on our way home where I met up with Kenny and Ryan, it was fun to walk on the beach with my babe:) and I was going to push him into the ocean but I didnt think he wanted to go... but anyways the drive up and back was really ( Read more... )

so Its finally Spring Break!!! But for me it just means more work and making things up like credit recovery and more assignments yippi!! And my baby's gone:( But I just got back from watching the Ring two with my two sisters, and it was like the creepiest video i've seen in a theatre...I was suppose to watch it with Kenny ma babe, and my sister ( Read more... )

wow, so a lot has gone on since I last wrote in here, but basically I've mostly been working and yeah trying to earn money but somehow everytime I do, I just spend it:/ hmmm I dont think anyone reads this anymore which is ok I guess...I really like someone;) Im bored and now I have to go to work-AGAIN...I will see you all later, or at work which is ( Read more... )

ok so I made an entry and it erased, but I basically am getting really busy now with everything coming up, and Im hating it, but i guess its just how it goes.  But Cas and I went to the mall and tried on prom dresses, she bought one, and I tried one on, but apparently the only dress that fits me is a 500 dollar dress.  thats Half a thousand dollars ( Read more... )

so i can officially say that i've had a "surprise" party now haha! So I have strep throat now, right, and its a little better now, but my mom was like well the family is going out to dinner tonight for your birthday and im like "ok, ill take advil and it should be ok." So we get ready, my mom, dad me and my little sister get in the car to leave, ( Read more... )

:)yesterday was so cute...so I get ready for work and stop by Kenny's an hour and a half before I start work, and when I got there he had 2 dozen roses sitting in his kitchen next to a birthday present for me! So I opened the present and it was this gorgeous bracelet, its silver with blue stones and yeah really really prettay!!! so I spent the next ( Read more... )

There are so many things that I know that I wish I never knew
There are so many things that I know that I wish where never true

Are there reasons for certain things going on?  What am I suppose to do?  I cant talk about it, so all I can say is God...please help us and please help me through this and help us all to be ok

I have not talked to anyone ( Read more... )