Comments | skittleschic89: knowing

skittleschic89

knowing

Feb 16, 2006 08:58

"The only thing worse than not knowing is thinking that I don't know" I am not sure about anyhting right now... Like I know I love Chris and as horrible as I feel over it I want nothing more than it to be over... I hate how our whole relationship feels like a sham to me... I know that it is all my fault and that he loves me more than anything. I ( Read more... )

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The universe hpoirot14 February 16 2006, 14:57:18 UTC

Lately the idea of knowing and not knowing have been HUGE, from my own life and from your life it seems. I can't tell you anything you don't already know and you do happen to know what you should be doing, it is just a matter of doing it. You've weighed the options and I think you have already made the decision, it is just about executing ( ... )

Re: The universe skittleschic89 February 16 2006, 16:45:22 UTC

Thanks Mike! Again with the crying though. I have been very emotional lately and I know exactly what is causing it. I am now just worried that now like Cory did Chris will be like Oh that stupid slut Erin she just left me to go fuck that foreign kid Morten. That isn't how it is at all. I think that morten has just helped me relize I am not the problem and I can be happy.

Re: The universe hpoirot14 February 16 2006, 17:46:28 UTC

Amazing again at the parallels I can draw from your situation to mine over 2 years ago. I honestly don't believe it has anything to do with you liking Morten as much as it is the fact that there is more out there for you. Chris is a decent guy, he isn't a bad guy, just decent and if Chris doesn't excite you and hold your attention now, how is that going to work years down the road? It is better to end something that is medicore, in hopes, that one day we can achieve something priceless. I wouldn't worry about people's opinion because they are going to be reactionary at best and who wouldn't be mad at being dumped? Reactionary opinions are just natural and with maturity will pass and forgiveness will be granted.

Right now, you need to be happy :-)

Re: The universe skittleschic89 February 17 2006, 15:46:57 UTC

I know ur right... Ur always right I just don't know. I really hate to say I totally think our realtionship would be completely different if I saw him more. Me and Chris hardly ever fight in person but over the phone he is someone else... I hate the distance. 45 minutes away isn't cutting it for me. And I know thats not going to change. Like u said I need to be happy... That really isn't helping right now ( ... )

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