GOD make the asholes leave me alone...

[skittleschic89]

I hate how Chris is acting. It is in fact why I left him in the first place. I don't know if he keeps it up... I don't know I love him, but i can't take the asshole inside. Right now if something doesn't change I might just leave for good.

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Deja Vu

[hpoirot14]

I don't want to alarm you but I literally have experienced the EXACT same problem you are right now, in fact I even experienced this problem in the same timeline of your own life (high school sophomore year). I don't know if this helps but it is clear that Chris is afraid of losing you and doesn't trust you. His jealousy reeks and his mistrust blinds his true feelings. I would say a heart to heart has to take place followed by REAL action, because this is both a growing period and a learning period. Faced with such a proposal might prompt Chris to change his attitude and hopefully act in a more mature fashion. If not, then a relationship can't form right now until both of you are willing to work at it. You and I both know a relationship is a two-way street and both people have to be on the same street and working with each other to make it work.

Re: Deja Vu

[skittleschic89]

I know how right u r... It hurts me so bad to think that I have given him a reason for it all... last night almost topped it off... He started acting jealous toward Cory. My best friend of almost 2 years. I hate that he is trying to tear me and Cory apart.I told him strait up when we met that Cory is one guy I will leave anyone for. If someone says that they would not like me to talk to Cory nemore then I would leave. I pissed me off so bad that he started saying shit about Cory. I know that SOMETHING needs to change... I have told him that this is not how I like us to be AT ALL! Oh and just out of curiousity... ur "deja vu" relationship how horible did it end?

Re: Deja Vu

[hpoirot14]

To answer your curious question, I will first give you the positives. We were together solid for 3 1/2 years, we pushed through and worked out our differences until we could no longer do that (actually until she met someone better than me but whatever). We vacationed to Oregon for 10 days, went to both proms, homecoming, shared many birthdays, Christmas' and other great times together. Then one horrific November day it all ended in the bloodiest, nastiest, most terrifying way. It dragged on until...Marchish? (honestly the whole time period is a real blur to me) But I knew by April we were officially done and not to speak to each other ever the same again. It was literally the worst time in my life and nothing has ever came close to it. Though not all is gloom and doom, after 8 months of not saying a word to each other, we occasionally share an IM conversation here and there. Although anything more would result in someone's throat being slit

Re: Deja Vu

[skittleschic89]

OMG! Thank u Mike u make me cry sometimes...