All of my hate cannot be bound ( Read more... )

Its been almost four months since me and ron broke up, but why does it still hurt, why does it kill me whenever i think about him and his new gf why wont this pain stop will it ever? im so sick of hurting nothing makes sense anymore i dont wanna be here i want to start over i need someone to help fix my broken heart i need someone to care things ( Read more... )

geeze boys are dumb!!!! haha Why do i have such bad luck with them??? I think im freaking retarded!!!! haha i dont know boys are wierd does anyone get them? i think not! im going to die i have been dancing for three hours every day! and them swimming too!! gosh lol i think im going to die i cant barely lift my legs!!! IF ANY GUYS READ THIS ARE YOU ( Read more... )

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OMG!! im having major issues this month, i cant even remember to update this journal ill remember i hope hehe. I HATE GUYS!!! ESP.RON GRRRRRRRR hes so stupid he cant make up his fuckin mind he has a new gf but when i say i have a new bf he gets mad and cant talk to me on the phone and it "hurts" him omfg and then hes all i love you and im like your ( Read more... )

Its been forever since i updated!!!! lol omg im failing english and i got a d on my science test that counts for a third of my grade!!!! my moms really pissed veronica tols my mom aboiut me calling robby and i got in trouble im not sopposed to talk to him lol, and erkia got me in trouble and isnt allowed to be my friend because her mom found some ( Read more... )

fucking a steven is ignoring me what an asshole!!! i turned down this totally hot guy for him!!!!! holy shit im so pissed. anyways im going to hot topic tomorrow to get stuff for my costume . im really freaked out im watching a ton of scary movies tonight i cant even leave the comp im so scared lol. awwww petey is sleeping on petey how awesomely ( Read more... )

wow its been a while courtney where are you???? i miss ya :'( i have to make this short my parents are out shopping for food i dont know what to say y ankle hurts really bad so does my mouth im bored english sucks thats about it love ya ITS RAINING HELL YA!!!!

my life aint worth freakin living nothing matters to me anymore i hate everything i wanna die theres nothing left to live for i just want everything to go away and not come back i need to get away im desperate i want to die sorry everyone i dont thin i can do this anymore my life really really sucks i dont know what to do im lost i feel like im ( Read more... )

0oly shit i almost broke my dumb ankle! lol steven said said i sound like a crackhead on the phone geeze thank you, at least i dont have to go to school cuz of the paimeds they gave me lol but im failing english so maybe i should go to school i love pepsi lol yummmmyumyumyum im on a sugar high right now hahaha pepsi mmmm pepsi lol ahhhhh im gunna ( Read more... )